sad

but life will still goes on...

machine.

Man created machine.
Machine are created to ease Man Problems.
hmm... but somehow or rather, the first version of machine is very simplistic.
as time goes by man get greedier... add more functions to the machine to make it multi-task...
then as it get complicated... MAN had hard time learning...
haiz...
just wondering why do we need to make things so complicated?
cant we lead a life of farming, selling, managing with any certification?
talk about certification, are they really true certification?
just imagine one day, one fine day, where paper certification are not trusted.
how?
i think MAN will just wake up from the paper world they had created.
rite?
do you think so?

making money... break out of poverty...

today read newspaper regarding those owners of ferraris, lambogini... etc...
ya... there was this guy with a diploma in engineering then sign on police force, then quitted and become a banker. He was born in a 3 room flats... and ya... today he is one of those ferraris owner! amazing? well, the topics was that they were discussing that the ferraris club was organsing by the company selling ferraris but well... those people with ferraris will not compare about car, rather they will talk the same topics like us, where to get nice food where to, etc...

okie my point is... if you want to drive a ferraris... dont be engineer. dont be a civil servant. well, be a banker! well, I believe, yes they do earn alot, he started with a 1 litre toyota starlet! and now he own quite alot of different cars!

well... I believe this is the good parts! but hey... he never tell us the hard shit he went through! the worst thing that had happened to him!
hmm... well... but in all i still envy him!

think there was another story about this gal... but well... is about the same... they told us to focus and know ur life priority!

hmm... think i need sometime to think!

遗憾？

人生的遗憾？
有吗？
我想有好多好多！
你呢？
是不是也与我赞叹着？

book and cover?

can we judge a book by its cover?
no we can't.
but sadly, the whole world behaves like these.
sometimes, I just hate about this standards and rules set up by some people that had already die century years ago... but their ideas and behaviour had indeed past down from such a long long long way.
anyway, wasnt having any good feeling this few days...
I hope the days will be over soon.
sun will always be there.
and yes... after rain, there will always be rainbow!
beautiful rainbow!

mid autumn festival.

This year.
Mid Autumn festival.
I am alone at home at night.
ya.
ALONE. hmm
time to reflect...
thinking i am getting older.
lesser friends...
hmm
anyway...
went back to work.
and yes i over slept again.
hmm...
think too tired.
anyway...
is another lucky time that the site support also late.
lucky me...
else...
i dont know what will happen.
hmm...

Life does goes on...

Life is a one way route.
yea...
sometimes i just wanna find a place and cry it out...
sometimes i just wanna say goodbye.
sometimes i just feel i know nuhting.
sometimes i really feel i am useless!
i know is demoralising...
I always believe, i will learn through mistake.
I sometimes think.
should i continue?
should i give up.

sometimes we need to give ourselves a break.
I need a break?
I dont know.
I really dont know what i am capable of.